sad...天冷就回來

天冷就回來

作詞：梁文福
作曲：梁文福

從前對著收音機　學唱舊的歌
我問媽媽為什麼　傷心像快樂
媽媽笑著　說她也不懂得　我想出去走一走　喔　媽媽點點頭
天冷你就回來　別在風中徘徊　喔　媽媽眼裡有明白　還有一絲無奈
天冷我想回家　童年已經不在　昨天的雨點灑下來　那滋味叫做愛
唔　別在風中徘徊　唔　天冷就回來

漸漸對著收音機　學唱新的歌
我問朋友為什麼　作夢也快樂
朋友笑說　她從不相信夢　我想出去走一走　哦　朋友點點頭
天冷你就回來　別在風中徘徊　朋友的眼裡有明白　還有一份期待
天冷我想回家　年少已經不在　今天的雨點灑下來　那滋味就是愛

現在對著收音機　聽自己唱的歌
我的他問為什麼　幸福不快樂
我微笑著　說我也不懂得　他想出去走一走　我對他點點頭
天冷你就回來　別在風中徘徊　我猜我眼裡有明白　還有一絲無奈
天冷他沒回家　我仍然在等待　明天的雨點灑下來　那滋味就是愛
唔　別在風中徘徊　唔　天冷就回來

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HT56eiCq1og

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there is something very poignant about the lyrics of this song...a feeling i identify with, when i was young, that was what i always say when in turmoil...我想出去走一走

at this age, yes, this is what i feel within my heart, to the young whom i care for....

天冷你就回來　別在風中徘徊　我猜我眼裡有明白　還有一絲無奈
天冷他沒回家　我仍然在等待　明天的雨點灑下來　那滋味就是愛

sometimes in understanding, you cant do anything...they have to walk through the storm themselves, and actually it is more painful to see, than to be the one in the storm....

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feeling sad...actually very sad.....a few communications the lsst few days have made me acutely aware of the frailities of human nature, even in the best of persons...the depths that one can stumble and fall.....and in part, i can see a reflection of myself....

in the past, vices can be clearly identified, and black and white seemed so much more distinct. I say 'seemed'. But in the present, there seemed to be infinte shades of grey......and sometimes, it is like stepping into 'quicksand', that gradually suck you in. The oxymoron is intended.

as an 'observer', one can analyse and make judgement, assuming observer is impartial. but if one is a 'close' observer, then it is painful...others may say, dont just observe, do something about it....but that may not always be possible, especially if others may not see the ground as quicksand, but rather as a innocuous indulgence.

when is something a pastime, an indulgence, an addiction?

when are differences mere tiffs, disagreemnts, fallouts?

continuum that leads to disconinuity....

there are at least two situations, and in both, i hesitate, though, there has been oblique request for some intervention...

perception does not equate wisdom. understanding alone has no power....i know that  only too well.....

i cannot say if my hesitation is due to lack of wisdom, or the feeling sense of one's own inward ineptness, or frailities. i can only say, there is a deep sense of sadness. i must find strength, first inward strength to ease one's own wound within first, to hold up without.......and then, yes, if i can, i would really wish to be there to tide through the rough waves with them....

my consolation, as always, is in the Lord, my Redeemer, whose grace is always sufficient for me.