felt so exhausted today....and ineffectual... have i really been teaching, or just stuffing information down? does it really matter what u say, why u say? can values really be passed on? maybe it is all an illusion....

and i thought, i have no energy to carry on teaching... maybe i should just go into seclusion...

whatever, deadlines still have to be met.

And the email with words of sincerity was a consolation. perhaps it has not been in vain after all....