losing composure, whatever provocation, is uncalled for...and again it happened....

Very disappointed with myself.....one really shouldnt care too much....i know deep inside, i reacted not to what is, but what i saw, could be if left uncorrected.... but it is a fact that u cant change everyone....and there are other ways of doing so. of all people, u should know!

and yet i had only just told myself, in the days ahead, i would be contented if it only helps but one ......

the storm is gone without....but what desolation within....the lack of harmony perturbs me....is my decision rite?

i am sad....maybe its all the medication... but i am really very very very sad. :(