got really angry today. I get annoyed but very seldom do i really get this simmering anger...i guess its because i was really disappointed; very disappointed. how many chances do one give? and how much is enough to make the difference, to effect a change? if i had expected it, i wouldnt be thus angry. but i had really hope for a change, and really thought there will be a change for the chances given.

i would wish i would see some change tomorrow. but...unlikely...... sigh..... when i really want every teaching day to be happy....