health...

this seems the time to pause....

my heart is heavy, knowing xx health check has not been good... alot of discipline and care need to be taken to keep things in check... this is the weak link... i have not seen xx with such discipline... it would call for tremendous will power...

For the past 6 months, i had worried over yy's health, but had to appear nonchalant. No one likes nagging, however well intended. Had to watch for opportune time to drop reminders now and then. Almost 6 months later, yy finally took medication, and the risk was mitigated. It was an awful load off my mind. i felt a sense of mission accomplished. i really want to see yy well, and i was very relieved when there was improvement. Even if i never see yy again, it was worthwhile.

both xx and yy mean alot to me, each in their own way. Both are highly intelligent, and both incredibly kind, in their own nonchalant way. Both are young, one much younger; both conditions were genetically related.

Acquaintance with yy was of a much shorter duration, though in that short duration, yy had helped me overcome inner obstacles unawares. Short acquaintance usually will not endure the test of time. Now that i know yy would be fine, I need not worry anymore. i am content. I guess, i dont expect any friendship to last. Why should I, when bonds over decades can be severed without a word?

xx has been very perceptive, considerate and goes to great length to care and help. i appreciate it very much. Really a wonderful person. So i was quite sad that the result had not turned out well. Positively, it is a blessing, so precautions can be taken. But i know xx struggle to reconcile with it. Yet the concern xx has was not to upset family members. There is something really lovely about xx, and i really really hope xx will have the determination and resilience to overcome and attain to better health. i feel sad...

from young, dad would always say, health is the most important. Although i was sickly, i was rather tough and has high threshold. I did have discipline which helped to be moderate. But I did take health for granted, and never took his words to heart.

when i saw those whom i value, not just xx and yy, but others also with other health concerns, it pains, especially because they are young. I wish they knew the Lord. There is alot in life that is beyond the control of man. In the hustle and bustle of life, man need to pause and to consider....

i really really hope they all will be well....i really really wish for them...

....I really really wish for xx, for yy, and for the many that showed such care to me, that the Lord's kindness and mercies be upon them. I really really wish for them the health that they would need in their lives ahead.