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have been rather unproductive, and definitely not helped by having a prolonged sore throat/flu bout. Didnt expect to be down so long when i have lots of rest. Rather disappointed with my lack of resistance. :(

Moods have been sinusiodal, with relatively low amplitude, but wide period. still in the trough phase though! sigh!

Managed to get out today to meet some nice people for lunch. Had cancelled two in the week earlier. It was a refreshing time. Sincere and unspoilt company. Nice. Glad i went.

Actually this would be the time to see some of the kids since exams are over for them, and for ntu as well. But i guess at the moment, the bug is getting the better of me. And as a result, i am really lagging behind...had already postponed one meeting with L, and doesnt seem that the next meeting would be fruitful given the present non-progress. Longer sigh!

I guess insofar as i make nil/minimal progress in what i have to do, i will remain in the trough....so the sinusiod period will stretch......must think how to transform it.....math is useful.....

so is physics. must learn how to insulate myself better....from.....waves of the past....

at the moment, need to get out of this flu-eeed state!

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This post is really a non-post. Just a bracket. I guess i am wrting cos one kid just text me and ask how have i been. And i guess that led to blog visitations. Most of them have stopped writing and some have moved blogs. :(  Sad. I liked to read updates, to know their thoughts, though we all know, well, alot is not said for a multitude of reasons....., still, where words flow, it flow from within.........there is that thread of sincerity with these kids...... 

i find myself thinking they would be 21 next year....have a combine birthday celebration for them? o well....

yes, i miss the kids. i miss teaching.....and age suddenly looms as a huge boulder....