sad :(

alot of sad news....

heavy hearted for ls....

feel the pain and conflict for zl....

laila says she needs to go home.... she's been a nice maid, and a pleasant company to me...and Tn B like her....

sk is also going thru upheavals with the end coming this week....

pussies hadnt been ok somehow....

and i really am very tired....and am very down. I have learnt in life, to trust only in the Lord; to rest, and to encourage myself to see things in perpective. I have given up bothering to explain, cos, really, no one is going to understand. For most of them, what they see is what it is. And it is more important for them to say their piece than to really listen.

i really have limited energy. In priority, ls, ky and sk family and pussies are first....then there is S1.....And the kids that need the help for their exams...and who trust me to help them.... anything else is peripheral...

its just i am so tired.... i do so wish that i dont have to take the weight....sigh..... tomorrow i may feel better....