now its march...

Didnt intend feb to end without any post, though i wasnt in a posting mood, and the froggies didnt help...

last 2 weeks was a battle to get brownee back to normal, and again a bomb with the wrong vet, then back to dr nathan... who is an excellent vet... by now, thankfully brownee seems ok... tho she must see dr nathan one more time next week, and taking her to the vet is always traumatising for her and for me.

didnt help to be sick...though by now, i finally threw off that bronchial cough! If i keep that up, next week can eat ice-cream! i have kept away from cold drinks/dessert for a month.

had thought this week everything is stable and life would be peaceful. In fact ld said that to be able to wake up and walk around without any illness or pain is in itself a joy. He has been sick and so were a couple more in my lorong. There is some potent viral/bacteria lurking aound.

so actually feb ended on a happy and relieved note. March should begin well, and i was happy.

i dont understand, and i dont bother to anymore. Something snapped inside. I made up my mind.

I am not a rash or impetuous person. I think through major matters. Sometimes too much. But I am decisive, especially when the limit is crossed and that last strand of tolerance snapped. Making an immediate decision, is not equivalent to rashness, that is without thought. If consideration has been carefully weighed for a long time, then however quick the decision, it is not impetuousity.

If after seeking alternative views from those that i respect, and i still know my decision is not wrong, whatever impression others may have, then it is not rash.

Sigh. I am sad. Very. But i will move on.
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Tomorrow is brownee and tiger's 8th birthday!