today...

met blss boys...glad to see them, kenneth, justin, ching kang, ivan and surprisingly kevin...glad to see them grown up, each finding their direction except for kevin...i am proud of them, and of the impact that i had left with them...its been almost 5 years...and they have kept up meeting with me...dont know why only the boys though...

had dinner with ld...good exchange...felt abit better... i guess i have to keep looking up and pressing on...see things in perspective... and forbear... dont cause hurt no matter how hurt ... look beyond... and dont feel so much... must try...

waiting for the sun to rise in the darkness within...