learn to say, no, no, no, no, no

finally. finally....just saw the end of one draggy task that spanned over nearly 6 months. true, i procrastinated as well....but its because in the first place, i didnt even want to do it at all.

i realised most people dont really consider the genuine good of another, whatever they say, when they invite you into a task. my gut instinct was right. actually, my first instincts have almost always been right.being too obligatory, and over-consideration have been my stumbling block too often.  i always have a problem saying no.

whatever. I will LEARN to say, No. No. No. No. No. NO!!!

and yes, let this be over, well and truly!