Price of Decision

Every decision comes with a price.

Material loss can never be measured against the non-material.

The ache in the heart seems to sear forever. Experience teaches it will not, though it really hurts till it ceases.....when time finally buries it.....

It hurts because it was an long intense labour of the heart, soul and love; because it is a life vocation; because vision of one's dream was in sight, though it was still far away; because so much hopes have been dashed.

But it is only the shell. The kernel is gone. Reality has to be faced. Sooner or later.

Procrastination and self preservation say later. Minimise material loss. But pride, dignity, principle say now. You have procrastinated long enough. There must be an end. You know there must be.

painfully you have to let go so many, so many that you care... its been a home to you....

Illusion; Disillusion. Sigh. Yet another beginning of an end. Searing pain....

close your eyes and bear it...Endure the price, since you did not endure as u said u would...